N Wednesday, June 30, 2010
well, eng p1 was pretty bad. wanted to do poem, but the poem was so weird, so i ended up doing prose. and you know how much i hate doing prose because its just sentences and sentences, whereas poems are shorter and allow you to unpack more and focus more. sadface ): and i was so sian writing my commentary i know it's not going to be good, sigh.
econs p1 was kind of bad too. i did q2 which everyone avoided. brilliant huh. oh something funny:
when we were entering the exam hall, everyone was talking and making so much noise, and one of the cpes said 'no talking! be quiet! this is not a market!!' hahaha market. get it? econs. market. econs. market (:
anyway, chem brightened up my day - somewhat. until i realised how many careless mistakes i made. i saw Cu2O and scribbled by the side +2 when its +1!!!! no wonder i thought the question was kind of weird ): and the chiral centre!! how could i have missed that. urgh. and the organic question, haha. i was thinking 'hmmm.... A or B? okay i'll put B.' then inside my head there's this voice 'it's A la... put A.' 'errr i think i'll stick to B.' 'it's A! its definitely A! how can it be B??'
oh right you must think i'm a bit psychotic. maybe i am.
and paper 2. i could cry!!!! ): my acids and bases essay question! sadfacebrokenhearttearsstreamingdownface. i like acids and bases, honestly i do. that's why it breaks my heart to have made such stupid mistakes. in my notes, i specifically wrote down 'don't forget to divide no. of mol by volume' and what did i do? - i forgot to. of course. so my pH was wrong. andandand i always always forget the henderson hesselbach (sp?) equation. as in i never ever use it. i just calculate based on concept instead of using pH = pKa. ah wells, me = idiot.
and! i thought i realised one of my mistakes halfway - changed 1/2 to 2 because of the titration method was reversed from the normal way. worse, i was thinking 'wow this paper quite tricky huh. try to trick us in so many ways. lucky i spotted my mistake'. HAHAHA this is not funny. i spotted my mistake but i just changed it to another mistake -.- 3/2!!! not 2. pffftt.
there goes my essay question.
and uh, econs paper 2 - well i think i chose the wrong question again. everyone avoided q3 and i did q3. trust me to do stupid things. chem options paper: well, you should have seen all the cancellations on my paper, it was so horrendously ugly.
oh well. tomorrow is bio, which is a good time for me to remember HOW DEAD I AM FOR BIO SO I'D BETTER STOP POSTING AND START STUDYING. byebye.
` love, 1:13 PM
