N Thursday, July 8, 2010
ahhhhhhh i'm so bored. well, not bored because i have nothing to do, but bored because i know i have something to do and i don't want to do it. maybe bored isnt the word - restless, then.
hmm dont know why people always think i study/mug really hard. i don't. if you videotaped my study life, you'll see that half of it is getting up from my chair and walking around the house, helping my maid cook dinner, doing random things, surfing the net, wasting time, posting about how i should be studying instead of blogging, organising my desktop, reading some baking books, doing sudoku and timing myself, trying to beat my previous timing, etc.
and maybe the other half is studying, because i get a bit panicky when midnight approaches and i'm not done studying. so you see, i'm not a mugger even though everyone thinks so.
and it doesnt help at all, that hardcore people like min kai, min kai and min kai sms me about xxx questions/going to school to study/waking up at 5 am to study. that kind of really makes me feel lazy and guilty.
omg what am i doingggg. why am i not studying!!!
` love, 4:43 PM
